My life flashed before me...

What a morning...before I go into detail about how my life flashed before me, let me give you a brief background of why it happened...

Every night when I get home, I leave my bag intact with all my belongings inside it. I'm forgetful and it has happened quite a lot of times that I leave important things if take them out of my bag. Take my glasses for example, I would be halfway out the village before I realize everything's a blur and come to the conclusion that...aha! I left my glasses. hahaha...yes, I'm that forgetful! :P

Anyway, so last night I left both my phones in my bag and they're always just on silent because I don't want to keep changing it when I get to the office. Sure enough when my friend sent me a message I wasn't able to read it right away. So this morning, while on the way out I look at my phone to see if there were any important messages for me. As I was doing this, we were walking down the stairs. I totally loose my balance and drop my lunchbox. Yes I have a lunchbox, feeling preschool. I watch it roll away as I try to regain my balance. Oh how my life flashed before me. I would have dropped into concrete full on. It's a good thing I'm super fast I was able to hang on to the rail. Whew. hahaha...so maybe I wasn't going to die and maybe I'm just over reacting. But still...I got a wound on my finger and now it's all plastered up I can't bend it. Makes for a very uncomfortable typing day.

Valuable lesson learned: Never text while walking down the stairs. Ever.

Finding New Meaning

I have been through a slump recently. I admit, I've been taking my sweet time. Not really doing anything, just going with it. It's a bad cycle and I must get myself out of it. After my two interviews I have yet to send out more resumes. I don't really know what's taking so long, but I do know that I have to kick myself in the butt to get things moving.

The recent days have proven to be a roller coaster of emotions. One minute I'm seething mad, the next I'm perfectly fine. I'm trying to control my temper and with that my emotions. It's not a good thing letting them loose all the time. Marks the existence of an immature person. :) In the process of learning about myself, there are times when you come across things you might not necessarily approve off. And these past few days, I have come face to face with that reality.

I am not a perfect person. Not at all near it, but as I strive to be a better version of me, I have to assess. Everything. And sometimes, you just realize, that's not cool. hahaha...so without going into detail...I must become better.

Moving on. Met up with one of my closest friends last night and she is going for her first two interviews today! So yay for you Pom! :) Sending out lots of positive energy! I'm so proud of you!