Anger. Resentment. Hurt. Hope.

I was actually very angry, resentful and above all hurt about the things I learned the other day. So angry in fact that it took me awhile longer until I was able to look at it from a different angle. I talked it out, with everyone who would listen, thank God there were a lot. And after everything, I realized one thing. Let it be. At least that's what my mom advised me.

She said let it be. So I am trying...to let it go because in the end I have no one to answer to but God and when I get to talk to Him I'm pretty sure he understands what I'm going through. I don't pray as often as I'd like anymore. So that's going to be part of my new life. Getting back my lost relationship with God. :)I have hope that after all this, after looking back at everything from a detached point of view I will see the purpose of it all. I will figure out that in the end, I turned out to be a better person. At least that's what I hope to be.