I hate over thinking. You keep getting to the worst possible scenario and once you get there you always have that hanging over your head. Well, I'm done with that. I have been carrying a heavy burden with me the past couple of months and as time goes by I get more agitated. I think it is because I still cannot understand what's taking so long. Also because I can't understand why...about a lot of things.
So let me say one thing about it as I lift it up to God. I am human too, I have feelings, I make mistakes. I made a mistake I apologized. I got hurt too but I do not take it against them. Not anymore. There is nothing gained from harboring ill feelings. I am a better person than that. So I prayed this morning in church for God to take away my anger and my pain and let Him take control of whatever comes next.
I only hope it gets resolved sooner rather than later. Life is short. I will not waste it on sadness or anger. I am happy and I intend to keep it that way.
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