Moving on...

I am mad. Very. I have been trying to be patient and nice and well, mature. But sometimes you get pushed and in the end...you snap and they get what they're asking for.

Breathe in. Breathe out. I can do this.

Dear Jess, I need you. Please help me not go back to angry-angsty me. I am over that. Thank you.

Dear God...

In the past few weeks I have been trying to get back the person that I am and I believe I am well on the way. :) I am becoming happy once again. :) I am becoming more alive. I have figured out what makes me happy and what doesn't. I have met people who inspire me, continue to harbor healthy relationships with everyone I love, and continue to live a life I would only hope would make You happy.

But today I need You. I need patience, lots of it. I will not be angry. I will let it go. But I cannot do it alone. So please Lord, give me strength. I really need it.